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    3 months..... wow..... It's been 3 months since I graduated from school... Time passed irreversible..... We are going to be old as the Earth turned continuously...   February 2018 going to end soon.....  March is coming soon.....   After 3 months without going to school......... I am so lazy and didn't touch any books .......     I wake up without knowing which day which date of today..... I wake up without knowing what time I wake up .... I am totally out of control of my own time.... I got no purpose wake up every morning ..... Except....my mum asked me out to accompany her : working, breakfast, lunch, dinner, even supper, shopping, cleaning house....and more.... I don't know what to do about my future .... I don't know how... I don't know what to tell.. I don't know who can be my listener.... I don't know what should I do ....    Trying to lean on someth...

I can't talk much about how I feel tonight... There is time when you want to cry whole heart out.... So that all the sadness inside of you can be free... SONG　: 　 Kill Me, Heal Me OST: Jang Jae In - Auditory Hallucination (feat. NaShow)

Recently, I just feel like giving up to talk to people. They just simply making me feel tired. I still remember my mom scold me for being over talkative..... But.....no more complaints from her.... As I shut my mouth tight now.... VERY VERY TIGHT.... Moreover, we feel hopeless to tell others what we feel. Emotionally : I'm done.   Mentally : I'm drained. Spiritually : I'm dead. Physically : I smile. I hope I can , but I'm sure I can't for the moment now..... Hoping........hoping everything will be alright after i slept ,  and wake up with a good feeling in the next morning..... We still have a long journey.....just be patient...#deep breathe

As time passed by me and you, no one even realise their hair length increases.... I never realise my hair grew long till the day I felt hot as my hair touched my neck eventhough I tied up my hair with a hairband. After all, I just tied up my hair as a bun. Busy Buzzy life ....still on air.... Everyday is a brand new day full with challenges... We got no choices but to endure it. The only thing I wish is that ... I hope there is someone can hug me when i feel tired and sad. Alright , I think it's time for me to continue my busy buzzy life. Thanks for reading. Have a nice day.

我好久好久都没有在码字了。。 不是打功课，不是打project。。。  而是好好的打心情文。。  今天看天气不错。。  打字手气也不错。。  心情也不好不坏。。  所以来了。。。  想想。。这个假期是我过的假期里面最没有假期感觉的一个假期。。  通常假期时，  我总是窝在沙发看泡沫剧。。  吃吃泡面什么的。。   看看小说。。喝喝小咖啡。。吃吃小饼干当下午茶。。  但是这个假期。。。  我完全放不开来玩。。来relax。。  我做不到。。。我一直想到我很多事还没干。。  完全就放不开来玩。。。  是我老了吗？  还是。。。我已经过了假期想要玩耍的年纪？  又或是。。。我老了。。到了这个年纪。。  假期已经只是名义上的假期。。。  然后有一大堆的事情要去赶要去干。。。  我是那种看戏也要心情的人。。。  心情不好。。就什么事都没精神干的人。。。  我想不明白。。。  也许这就是所谓的。。。“成长”吧。。？  我还小的时侯。。  一直想着要快高长大。。  到我开始懂事以后。。  我就爱上了SHE的“我不想长大” 了~ 好吧。。。今天就到这里。。。

It's hard ................................... I feel uneasy ......................... I don't feel happy ................ I am emotional person ........... I can't really hide my feelings well............. BUT people thinks that I am very happy always ......   Do you really think that I am happy ?.........   Isn't this beautiful?     In this week itself , I went to tuition. That's what my mom wishes.... She wants me to have a better results... She is very happy whenever I said I' m going to tuition centre.     Mum says that if I can't get A results , I need to go tuition for that subject.... I feel stress then..... Why............. I feel like crying....... And I heard this song ,,,,even make me more sad ...... I know I am kind of emotional too much.... but I can't help it ....   Jang Jae In (장재인) - 환청 (Auditory Hallucination) (Feat. 나쑈 NaShow) [Kill Me Heal Me Part.1]   http...