I don't know why my life is so unpeaceful..... I really don't understand why. Should my life gonna be like this forever until I die ? I don't know. We don't know our future...forever....:( Today is a sad day for me. When I close my eye , I feel very uneasy. I hope that I can jump into the deep sea . I wish to stay in the deep sea. And there are no people there, I will live myself and without sadness and worryness. Even there will be nothing ..... I don't care...... :< I met someone crazy today. I will not wish to met that guy once more. He is crazy , He may have mental problem, or even he is a PERVERT! I hope that I had never met him in my life. I need a hug ....to calm down myself ... I have no confidence now...> < Such a bad emotions///////// I really don't like this ........... What to do is the best now ? I don't know . Listen to sof...